2:29 a.m. - 2006-02-19
bitch?gossip?please go get a life...
why do some people bother to gossip?
i admit, i used to be the world's biggest bitcher.
but to me, i didnt realize i was doing anything wrong..
but now, i refuse to gossip.
to bitch.
to slander.
i know how it feels,
i HATE to know
yet people always seem to tell me..
what are their problems with me?
cant they just tell it to me face to face?
and when OTHER people tell me..
it just hurts more.
i know im being emo and whtvr but i just need to get this off my chest
i know i shldnt care about what other people think.
but i do, sadly.
i dont enjoy life
and i certainly dont live it like each day was my last.
why?
well, technically i've got nothing better to do.
sad life, huh?
okay lah, i go out and all that.
but im not what people think i am okay..
i mean , u cant really define bitchy to me can you?
or if you can, tell me how to change la.
dont need to say that im this and that behind my back, hmm?
but yeah, i guess that's just wishful thinking.
people will bitch,
people will gossip.
i guess this is my payback for all those years...
bleh.
i so wanna get out of smksh!
annoying...
haihs. okay, eyes getting heavy.
will rant more tomorrow...
