8:30 p.m. - 2006-02-13
:'(
gggggggaaaaahhh. i feel like crying my eyes into somebody. anybody..
and once again, she feels so alone.
and yet again, she seems to have lost God.
and above all?
LIFE IS SHOOTING BY, and im not enjoying it.
im so sick of all of this. the gossip, the bitching, the backstabbing and the lying. nobody to support me, nobody to look up to.
always smiling but on the inside im burning.
i want to die, just take me away. somebody ? anybody ?
what. is. wrong. with me?.
every body thinks i've got friends and blah blah blah.
yet i feel like this.
its some hole i've gotta fill.
GRRR.
help!
now excuse me while i adjourn to my nice comfy pillow that's water- resistant...
