12:07 a.m. - 2006-01-31
ccrying.
i know, i know two posts in a day. but whatever. i really cant take this anymore.. i feel like curling myself upinto one big ball,crying my eyes out then dying.
supposedly, im at peace with Jesus.
But Jesus doesn't seem to be anywhere near me.
or so it seems..
i mean, i cant do anything..
im frustrated with my life.
my parents are telling me im a rebellious nut that deserves a good caning.
i mean, people have MOODS YOU KNOW. im entitled to it . and just cos im younger than all of you you think i'm not.
WELL LET ME FILL YOU IN. YOUNG PEOPLE DO HAVE PROBLEMS! and probably moreworries and pressures than you do..or maybe I do.
How can u honestly ask me WHY I WAS MOODY?! what kinda stupid question is that.
i mean even if i WANTED to answer u , it would just make me all moody again rite.
ARRRRGHHH. i'm so sick of people gossiping about me. the slightest thing i do makes them gossip.
WAAAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
i really ccant take this anymoreee.
NOBODY it seems, NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME.
not even the people i call friends.
honestly, like i said.
if i were to die; it wouldnt make any difference in this whole world.NOBODY. and i mean NOBODY would ccare!
damnit, i'll just runaway forever.
