10:06 p.m. - 2006-01-06
mumble grumble. ahh!
okay, so im in 2C. big deal. streaming is so hyped up anyway..
i guess i've been pretty moody today. i was quiet the whole day instead of my usual noisy screaming self that the whole school can hear..
sometimes life can get so screwed, no?
people turnout to be something that they're not, the people u THOUGHT u could trust betray you, backstab and bitch then ur REAL friends shine through and show you that .. yes, they will be there for you. they will not forsake you.
and u know what? god shines through too. jesus is the way the truth AND the life. imagine how lucky we are to have him..
i cant believe i strayed. i seriously cant. i was on such a high frm camp.
doesnt it show you how much people can influence you? no matter how good people are, you just dont know the underhand things they can think.
i just learned this today.
life is a lesson..
a major one that we just cant not learn. its so annoying isnt it? some peopl hate this life and cant wait to go on to heaven. seemingly, i hated my life yet now im not so sure..
why is it that im the only one feeling this way? its like, not fair. its like, annoying. its like, SCREWED?!
sobs. getting third wasnt all i hyped it up to be.
the only bit of comfort is .. well technically, im still waiting to find out.
till i do. cya!
