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I wanted to find
Where I was going
Everything I tried
It took me nowhere
I was so tired of just living my life

Waiting for a sign
You came to my side
Gave me directions
Strong on the inside
I shine for you Lord
Now it's my time
Now I've made up my mind
To be all you want for me

All I do
Is live my life for you
I know it's true
I'll never let you go
All I do
I'd do anything for you
Everything is in your hands
So I get up
Get up and praise you
And I know where I'm going
I know where I'm going

12:34 a.m. - 2006-01-05
touched!
okay. so some people think that blogging or rather, having an online diary is a waste of time as we should "WRITE DOWN our TRUE feelings". haha, okay. to each his own i guess. i mean, im one helluva lazy person. writing wld tke ..
a) too much effort
b) WORK! am so not ready for that. sigh.
and thus, i conclude that online diaries are the way to go for me as i'm already an expert in typing.BWAHAHA.


anyways.. it is currently 12:41 a.m. and yes, i shld be sleeping as it is a school night. but i just have no mood to sleep! i mean im trying to remember this day forever; okay! ahaks. so im going to do a long blog, like those that i used to do on my other blog..a total descriptive one. i THINK! (just like the on of KGB camp, a few posts back.)

so yeah. the day started off when i got woken up at about 6 by my mom. the usual " go shower! hurry up! er..nag nag..etc " and yeah. i kinda fell back on my bed, waking up at about 6.50 which forced me to shower , make my bed (ooh. wheres the maid when u need her!), preen myself(perfect hair, nametag, CONTACTS! the pains.ahh!) and do all the things my mom asked me to do in about 20 minutes. i should be given an award for speed. cos i managed to do it all and i didnt miss out anything! not too shabby.. ;) hehe. though, i did end up skipping breakfast and leaving for school at about 7.20.. lol.

so anyway, it was raining. so it wldnt have made a difference what time we left... cos when it rains they open up the gates and let the cars drive up, and yes mr. yew wld be there blowing his important whistle and acting like doorman, traffic police and discipline teacher all in one. haha. anyway so yeah i half ran - half walked up to class..using our actual assigned staircase. GOD; at that time i was so hoping to be in 2G(third class..incase u dont know!) . 2A and C (the A classes..) are just too friggin far away frm everything! even the stupid stairs..wargghhh. anyway when i entered class. a chorus of happy birthdays emerged..first frm merisya then melly then yan followed by mim and the whole class ;).

so yes, after lynn came in and screamed and shouted with tong [ we all missed that man! ].. she handed out souveniers and my birthday present.(a really gorgeous hair chopstick)..which by the way lynn i CANNOT WEAR because.. MY HAIR WAS CUT SHORT! but u left for hongkong before you could see. SOBSOB. anyway it would make a nice bookmark.(what ?! im being serious.;D) ahaha. i was so hoping to go to 2G or 2I tht day as i had the day before with estee. but the teachers wisened up and kept on coming in to give us our marks.. ( i think it had something to do with the deadline.. we are supposed to get our classes today, u see. ahah! )

so yes. the first one was pn chua.. but i already got my maths mark, 80 on the dot. THANK GOD for lynn. my darling, best friend aka ' soulmate '. xD . she bargained my stupid 76 rite up to 80.. last year,that is.
anyway..after pn chua we just sat around and talked...then i walked out to the toilet with lynn and yan...just for fun to explore :). whn i came back they went to their seats but i sat on the floor with sengkeong then lewis and umar joined us. sigh it was like a rambling session after the chorus of happy birthdays and all the hugs from everyone. eheh.i love huggs! duno why. im just a huggable person?XD

so anyway. we rambled. i mean, sengkeong was saying he wanted to get top 10. i was saying i DIDNT want top 10 so i'd go to gigih! and lewis and umar? i cant remember. :) heh. so yes.. after all of that..pn bedah came in with our art marks! teehee's. i was kinda nervous.. didnt really know wht i wanted.. an A or a B to get into gigih. so anyway she just gave it out. i got 36/50 for theory. i was like " wht the hell...friggin dropped frm midterm wei!!!" cos i got 42/50 tht time which made me the highest in class..haha! i did enjoy the glory. :) anyways. yeah then we got our practical..

upon seeing my stupid messy 'rentak irama' music shop bag design thingy... i was like " ahhh. i failed !!!!!!! " then it turns out i got 2nd highest for practical in 1C.. :D hehe! (with waiyan beating me by 1 freaking mark..) i hate it when she gets all perasan.. but then again, we're all like that arent we? so yes. i got an A for art. lolx.. then i had to do an errand for pn bedah..then when i came back, shared a chair with umar while the whole gang talked sick. sigh.. im not perverted anymore, praise god! but now im surrounded by a whole classroom full of people that are. what am i supposed to do?! noo. i realy do NOT want to get back to the horny girl i was last year. i mean. we got horny about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.. agh. (kgb camp prob cured me of this) then every1 was like ' claire no fun anymore wei! '..bah.

me and umar made pn bedah angry:D. its not my fault umar played with my friggin shoelaces! . he untied them, then tied them to the table, then to HIS shoe then finally to sengkeong's shoe. that pissed me off wei..so i screamed "UMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAARR!!" in that voice i had for shouting last year.. ( i didnt really hv a choice. asst moniter HAD to lead the greetings for teacher okay! ) then pn bedah just scolded both of us saying we shldnt be sitting next to each other if we were going to argue. aAHH, she doesnt know the true meaning of the word "best friend" er wait..that's two words isnt it! teehee. anyway after that, REHAAAAAAAT!

lol! hung out with mel, yan and lynn for a while..went on to melvin and azril..then me and mel walked out so we cld buy my exercise books. but on the way there estee,intan,rachel..the girls (and guys too. adrian! haha) just wished me happy birthday..some jumping on me and making me lose my balance...xD and then intan gave me a present. this super cute beanie baby! ahaks. then at the bookshop, iman saw the present then she was like ' omygod happy birthdayy!!!! ' then she said she'd gimme her present later. [ technically. i do not want presents.. what do i want? well. only a few ppl know..sigh. ] anyways.. yeah after that.. walked back with melly then went back to class. at class, we had GEO.

i was expecting to fail for GEO but i actualy passed with a good solid B.. 73 in fact! xD . i thought i had screwed up my KGT, u see. i didnt include the soal selidik. ie, the interviews.. since my group wasnt really active..and ..erm yeah.. lol. anyway i got 20/30 which is good considering i did it in about 2 hours at navishas house.. ( most ppl spent like 2 weeks okay! ) lol anyway. yeah. after geo, we THOUGHT we had english..but stupid PJ teacher (im not gonna say her name...since i dun realy like her.ahah) told us we had to go back to class. there was like, NO streaming.. for english i mean. well ,wthever. all i had to do was go to 2A anyway. its a pity pn regu is so strict.. she is the best teacher tho! :D hehe.

anyways we got our pj marks back. seems like i beat everyone..but i dont really care. honestly, i cld've gotten an A but wht the heck, i punished myself by actualy listening to someone else.. i put the wrong answer and rubbed off MY right answer. so yeah, its my own fault. i got a 76. 30 marks were fr our fitness test. i got a 30. heh:) then after the teacher left, after she told us to shut up that is. i fell asleep. (i slept damn late wat..) then smart asses took a bloody egged sign and stuck it on me..then poured flour on my arms. CAN U IMAGINE WAT I SMELLED LIKE WHEN I WOKE UP?! ergh.cleaned up in the toilet for a bit. creative sign though, " its my birthday. kick me and be jealous "

after that we had SCIENCE! which equals to pn sharifah. which equals to positions. u shld've seen me.. i got my report card then i fell asleep. until a bunch of ppl came up to me.. "what position u got?!?!?!" whch ended up in me looking at the number 3 on my report card.. and it didnt really sink in till a few seconds later. then i was like " OH MY GOD!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AIYEEEEEEEE!!!! " then my and eulynn were like hugging and jumping up and down! ahaks.
but too bad us and waiyan were the only ones. we got top 3, u see :) the three chinese girls; hehe. anyways. after that reality sank in.

I COULDNT GO TO 2G!
i even tried asking pn sharifah whether i cld go but she was like " impossible already ".. okay, so being number 3 has it downsides. but this is like the first time ever i got top 3. which means the first time i'll get to go anugerah cemerlang:D:D. sigh. then after that sengkeong was all " appreciate what u got lar!!! most ppl wld kill to get to 2A or C.." mmmft. im not most ppl am i?

then seng hwa kept on trying to beat me. but he cldnt. mwahaha! really felt sry for sam man... frm number 3 to number 5! sigh. i felt guilty >< well yeah. so that was that.. then i just had fun..basically. then at the end of schl, me, pranava,umar and sengkeong had a group hug. i was kinda sad.. those ppl that like, made 1C wat it was..are all gonna be seperated! sigh. im really gonna miss sengkeong and umar especially. sengkeong cos, well class just wont be the same without sengkeong's low pants :p and umar? well i just wont be ME without umar! umar's one of the bestest friends i cld ever hv asked for.. and like yeah. i sat next to him for abt 6 mths?

sigh.. so disappointing! im not even gonna bother to list everyones positions here. cept for the fact that sengkeong got no 12 and tong got 11 :D:D. ahaks! tong seriously malu wei. he was like "shit.." cos i beat him. teehee. anyway. yeah. all in all;

im gonna miss 1 cekal!

good bye 2005, hello 2006! sigh...

and btw, i am finally tired after an episode of the sleepover club and my serious rambling crap.

Will post pics when my comp is up and working!

oh p/s my dad finally agreed to that new laptop! teehee's. :D

xoxo;;

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